It's been a while since I posted, so I'll try and give a quick recap of the past 2 1/2 weeks:
1. Counting my blessings...
We have been so blessed these past couple of weeks. My recoveries with Reece and Benson were long and painful (with Reece I had a fissure and with Benson I seriously wore depends for the first month--it was humorous to say the least) so we expected the same with Tanner's. Not only that but Spencer was super busy in school. This recovery has been awesome. It's been a smooth and problem-free recovery, plus Spencer has been home the whole time (he has Nov. & Dec. off for residency interviews).
Its been very peaceful as well. My OCD tendencies went away with the pregnancy (thank goodness I was driving everyone and myself crazy) and we have enjoyed staying home and snuggling with our little bundle of joy! I haven't worried about the house being perfect, or doing projects, or anything else besides holding my baby. I literally sit in the rocking chair which we put in the middle of our living room, hold Tanner, and watch the boys play/wrestle with Spencer. I never thought I'd had so many boys in my house but I have to say it's been so much fun. It makes me want to have more boys.
It's a party at the Miller home! Three handsome and super awesome little boys. I couldn't be happier!
2. Reece and Benson...
During my pregnancy Reece could care less about touching my belly or even acknowledging that it existed. I thought for sure he would be in his own little world and not pay much attention to the baby. I was wrong. He LOVES Tanner. The first couple days we were home Reece would bring his Encyclopedia books out and read them to Tanner. He is constantly asking if he can hold him, waits for him to cry so he can put his binky in his mouth, and is all about the baby!

And then there's Benson...he LOVED my belly. He would KISS it everyday. He was obsessed with my belly and could hardly wait to meet his little brother. He called himself the older brother all the time. I thought for sure he would LOVE the baby and would be kissing it all day. I was wrong. He pretty much acts like he doesn't exist. I know he loves Tanner, but I think he's getting used to not being the baby anymore. He doesn't quite know what to think about having a little brother that steals all the attention. I'm sure he'll warm up to him sooner then later.

3. Tanner...well, he's just plain awesome. Infants have such a peaceful manner about them. There aren't many things in life that make me calm and relaxed. I struggle to sit down for long periods of time and I like to be really busy. Until I have a baby. I don't want to do anything but kiss, snuggle, and hold them tight. They have a magical power about them--I think it's because they are so close to heaven. They just left our Heavenly Father's presence and I think they carry some of that with them when they enter this life. I am grateful for his peacefulness and spirit and for the love he's brought into our home.
4. Christmas tree...
We bought our Christmas tree and are now ready for Christmas. Our favorite part of the day is when it gets dark outside and we can turn our Christmas tree lights on and enjoy the peaceful spirit it brings. We've been working hard on remembering Christ this year during the Christmas season. It's been fun to talk with the boys and teach them all about Christ.